It just seems like no matter how much I would love to stop and smell the roses, life passes on by leaving me in the dust left to wonder "what about yesterday?!" Life is wonderful and that's that. I couldn't imagine myself to be happier at this present moment. I never knew that a life like this existed. I am grateful for the changes that have recently taken place in life and embrace many more to come. In fact, I'm in need of another change quite soon.
One thing I have noticed in the past few months is how my view on time has significantly changed compared to my waiting days. I wanted those days to move incredibly fast and wanted to for each day to pass by before it really began. Now... I'm clutching on to slow days and wanting the hours to creep by ever so slowly. I have taken a liking to not rushing from one moment to the next... instead I like to watch the clouds pass by, look at my hibisucs plant sprout new growth, and craft breads that take hours to proof and bake. I'm dabbing into new hobbies, reading more about everything of my interests, fortifying my strengths and developing my weaknesses. I'm realizing what it is to become an adult. Becoming my own person. I have a new name and a new beginning. I'm realizing my worth as a woman, a cook, and a wife. I have been blessed with many gifts and talents, of which, I'm just now seeing the full potential. I'm bound to do great things... if I will only let myself and not subcumb to my fears. I'm living for me and that makes me the happiest.
Life is moving on... and I'm loving every minute of it.
